my head hurts.

last friday i met with a lender from Chase Home Loans. she ran me through the whole mortgage process in just under an hour. when i left her office i was informed, but also confused. i also signed some papers which she swore to me didn't really mean anything other than she'd informed me of basic mortgage information - but i've come to learn that you shouldn't ever trust these people based on what they say. so maybe i signed away my first born. good thing i'm not pregnant.
today i had an appointment with a woman from SunTrust. she was a lot less friendly, but more direct and to the point. she didn't make me sign anything, but i decided going into it if this lady got out a bunch of documents and a pen for me to sign with, i'd tell her no deal. anyway, she didn't and i appreciated that the woman didn't have a sense of humor. i say this because when i get uneasy or i feel uncomfortable in a situation, i usually try to tell jokes (not good ones or funny for that matter) to dissolve the awkwardness. well she didn't laugh. and i appreciated that. in and out in 30 minutes flat. i even had enough time to go to publix. she put a lot of the responsibility on me to read and review. she did not mess around.
R recommended two friends to speak to about this whole disaster waiting to happen. i'll call, but my outlook on this process so far: skeptical.
meh.