Sunday, November 29, 2009

They Always Come Back

My Anti-Christ text me a few minutes ago.
Said he was texting to hang out and had done so before to no response (must have been while i was in Spain), so he was now going to go get wasted instead.
um? WTF?
I text him back not to text me and that it was SUPER UNCOOL to text me he was going to get wasted.
Primarily, because he knows it make me angry/worried. I'm trying really hard now not to think about it, but worrying about him is something i do out of habit. I didn't even know he was drinking again. I thought he'd stopped because he got in trouble the last time. Why does this matter?
It doesn't.
I hate that he can still do this to me. It's not fair. It's NOT cool.
I need to go to bed.

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