Sad today

Someone I really cared about has disappointed and hurt me.

I won't say who or why. Firstly, because I know they read this blog and they don't need to be told what they've done wrong. They know. Secondly, because this is akaLOLA not akaYOU, I don't need to go into details if I don't want to. Don't bother racking your brain trying to figure out who it is or if its you - know that if someone or something doesn't immediately come to mind its not for you to worry about.

I use this forum, my forum, to openly express my emotions.
Today I want to express my anger and confusion in an open way, but there really are no words. I can't.

People keep proving to me you can't just blindly leap into trust. Over the years I've pushed back when my entire body tells me to be careful. Who won this time? Lola 0, Body 769.

Done now.