Let It Ride

I have been on the verge of freaking out since Sunday. Actually, I take that back. I have been freaking out since Sunday. I am a mess.

I need my mom. A hug. My friends. I just need to feel like I'm not alone. Like someone gives a shit. I know you guys do. I'm extra messy this week I guess.

When I get this way, I try to fill my days with work and my nights with friends.
Because I opted to watch The Informers with Yones on Monday night, I missed a new GG episode (and DWTS). Sasha DVRs all new episodes of GG, so she invited me over (though I basically invited myself during the day) to have taco salad and watch GG with her.
Sasha is a true friend. I mean, she just watched the episode the night before. I'm sure she had things she could be doing other than watching GG for the second time with me, but she did it and I'm really thankful. As I said to her, had I not hung out with her, I would have panic attacked myself to sleep.

The best nights are spent with friends. Eating, laughing at whatever ridiculous thing Paula Abdul has to say about an Idol, watching GG and marveling at how AWESOME it truly is....

Nothing special, but special to me.