In a Relationship with....

I found out today that the Anti-Christ is in a relationship and for the first time ever, I DON'T CARE! I don't. I think I may even be happy for him. I mean, not call-him-up-and-tell-him I'm happy for him, but just happy for him. 

But most importantly....

I'm happy for me. I am so happy, I am grinning from ear to ear and crying at the same time. After I found out and processed my emotions, I called everyone that has watched me suffer for the past month or so - the not eating and the not sleeping and the overall misery - that I felt so FREE. I had an overwhelming sense of JOY that I needed to proclaim to everyone!

Free from the misery, the heartache, the addiction.

So, Anti-Christ, if you're reading this, I'm happy for you. You deserve it and I can say with all confidence SO DO I!

And for all my friends, I'm so happy right now its overwhelming.

In fact, I'm over at Pookie's house and the first thing out of my mouth when I walked in the door was, "This is going to sound weird, but can I have a hug?" 

She called me a freak, but she agreed and I hugged her so tight and just started trembling and crying. It took me so long to reach THIS place, but I'm here. Finally! And I'm so happy.