Closing Tomorrow

I don't really know what to expect from tomorrow.
Lots of people have asked me if I'm excited or nervous. Should I be?
Some people have told me to prepare myself to make a big check. I mean... I don't make checks out for thousands of dollars on a regular basis, but it doesn't seem like a big deal to me.
Some people have even asked me when I plan to celebrate (not anytime soon).
I'm more concerned with what I'm going to wear. Just kidding. Kinda.

Tomorrow I will be the owner of a condo. Honestly I never thought I'd buy a condo. Then I realized I'm the laziest person I know. I don't do yards or lawn mowers or cleaning really. My eyes are also bigger than my pockets so I'd probably go into debt from wanting to furnish everything.

I know what I want my condo to look like, but I also know it will take me time to get there. I'm not worried nor do I feel rushed. Except when someone mentions house warming party...

I am just extremely proud of myself. I really can't articulate how proud I am of me.
I bought something. Something worth thousands of dollars. Hundred thousand dollars+++. I did that. Me. Just me. No help from anyone.

At these times I think about my mom. I know you shouldn't do things for anyone but yourself, but I can't help but think - gosh my mom is going to be proud of me. And she is. I am living the American Dream because of my mother. I am able to be the person I am because of her. So thanks mom. Thank you so very very much!