slacker mcslackerson

hey! i'm back.
i have been debbie downer lately.
i would like to blame it on the weather, but you know its never as simple as that.
i have been trying to rally myself out of it, but i have lost motivation to do the simplest of things. i am a disaster lately. i talked it out with J yesterday - i am getting better.

yesterday i cried my eyes out while i was sitting here "working". i want to say that is rare, but lately, it hasn't been.

i think i might need to go back to my psychiatrist. i'm thinking i need to go back to taking an anti-depressant. i hate that about myself. i really do. but i think it may be the only thing that makes me better.

anyway.